If you have nothing to say but so much to think then you should just write about it.
People make choices for a reason. Some people make bad choices but some people learn from their mistakes. But there are other people that do not learn from their mistakes and will continue to make them…
Why do people cause so many problems and still expect others to please them. If you have caused so many broken hearts and lost friendships between people then you should definitely try to start fixing them. You cannot please everybody but so many people where once so happy so there is a possibility of the happiness between them to come back.
Whatever happened to you in the past will make you the person you become in the future.